Have you been feeling drained, agitated, snappy, and like you just can’t get enough sleep - because even when you try, you’re being haunted by vivid, weird dreams?
If it’s any consolation: You’re not alone.
If we needed to sum this lunation up in one word, it would be: disruption. And that’s putting it mildly.
There were other big things happening up in the sky lately that have been pushing us to new limits, and then this Super Blue Full Moon in Aquarius came to shine a light on something we thought were so done with…
And old would reopened, a destructive pattern reemerged, you snapped out in an emotional outburst, crying your eyes out or shouting insults at people that didn’t deserve them… Possibly all of that, more than once.
Or none of that, but the pressure of keeping it all in is making you feel like you’re about to explode.
Trust me, I know, it hasn’t been pleasant.
But when you see it the light of something greater than your human pettiness, you’ll see that it was necessary. That this chaos that was unleashed on your world, inner and outer, is here to break the old structures that have been keeping you prisoner. Aquarius, riding this big, rare Full Moon, is unsentimentally tearing it all down - because it’s here to liberate you.
If it helps, find solace in knowing that decay is a necessary part of every new beginning.
The old must die for the new to be born.
On a human level, that sucks. But on a greater scale, it’s pure perfection.
And even if it doesn’t feel like it right now - which it probably doesn’t - it’s exactly what you need right now.
Of course, it’s hard to see mess as a blessing. It’s hard to look at your Life from a higher perspective when it feels like it’s all falling apart. It takes time and practice, and at the beginning, it’s much easier when you have some guidance; someone who’s already been trained to jump into every mud puddle of Life excitedly, looking for diamonds. Like… Me! :)
If that speaks to you, I’ll be opening a space for you to come join me soon; hit the subscribe button below so you don’t miss it.
In the meantime, may this episode give you just what you needed to get through whatever it is that came up for you during this turbulent time.
And remember: You’ve got this!
Sending you much Love,
Aja
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